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  Death Sentence

  Sheryl Browne

  First published in 2015 by Safkhet Select, Wilhelmshaven, Germany

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  Text Copyright 2015 by Sheryl Browne

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  ISBN 978-3-945651-06-3

  All characters and events in this publication,o ther than those clearly in the public domain, are fictitious and any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

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  The colophon of Safkhet is a representation of the ancient Egyptian goddess of wisdom and knowledge, who is credited with inventing writing.

  Safkhet Publishing is named after her because the founders met in Egypt.

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  Dedication

  I owe a huge debt of gratitude to Safkhet Publishing, who not only commissioned me to write my first book, having read and loved my writing, but opened an imprint for three further novels. Despite my determination, I was at a point then where I wondered whether continuing to pursue my dream was sheer self-indulgent madness. Safkhet believed in me, giving me huge impetus to keep writing. My first book, Recipes for Disaster – Sexilicious Romantic Comedy Combined with Fab, Fun Recipes – was published in 2012 and shortlisted for the Festival of Romance Innovation in Romantic Fiction award. Since then, I’ve just kept writing. My writing has of course grown as I’ve explored new genres. I wasn’t sure Safkhet would take The Edge of Sanity, but … they loved it. I’m hoping their faith was well placed as the book does seem to be getting some excellent reviews, one fabulous such review recently on Best Selling Crime Thrillers where the book sits proudly alongside such hugely talented authors as, Harlan Coben, Lee Child, Patricia Cornwell. To my absolute delight, the book also recently featured as a Crime Thriller Hound Book of the Week, who said, “Sheryl Browne really delivers with her first thriller, a powerful and emotional read”. Needless to say, I am thrilled.

  I am now doubly thrilled to be bringing you my next book, Death Sentence, the title of which was suggested by a chief constable, who was also kind enough to offer me some advice around forensics and police procedural. I can’t name him in case he arrests me! However, he knows who he is and I’d like to offer him my heartfelt thanks. Thank you, too, to all the awesome professional book bloggers and readers who have been kind enough to read my books and post reviews.

  I am humbled. Writing is who I am. I wouldn’t be here without you.

  Chapter One

  Rebecca looked up from her laptop as Matthew dashed into the kitchen, looking as deprived of sleep as when he’d fallen into bed late last night. Noting the dark shadows under his eyes, the perpetual worry that seemed etched into his brow, Rebecca really wished he wouldn’t push himself so hard, as if he alone could make the streets safe. But then, throwing himself into his work was his way of coping with his demons, Rebecca knew.

  ‘Have you had any more thoughts about Ashley?’ she asked, as he grabbed a coffee. Now probably wasn’t a good time; Matthew had already received an urgent call from his detective sergeant, but they had to make their decision soon. It wouldn’t be easy. They were both aware of what a profoundly life-changing commitment it would be, the emotional implications of taking on a child who was a stranger to them, despite the family ties. Ashley was older than Lily would have been, but the wounds of their daughter’s loss were still painfully raw.

  Matthew took a sip of his coffee. ‘Some,’ he said, glancing uncertainly at her, his velvet brown eyes a kaleidoscope of emotion, his grief, which was always palpable, but which he worked hard at hiding. His frustration at not being able to save Ashley’s mother, which was ridiculous when it was obvious his sister was hell-bent on self-destruction.

  Rebecca understood his hesitation. It was a huge decision for both of them. In her mind though, at thirteen years old, if his niece was going to survive her dysfunctional childhood and learn to cope with life, in care was not where she needed to be.

  ‘You know I’m OK with it, don’t you?’ she reminded him, gently.

  Matthew glanced at her again, that same curious expression Rebecca so often saw in his eyes. As if he couldn’t quite grasp why she hadn’t fallen apart after Lily and the subsequent miscarriage. God knew, there were times when Rebecca had felt close. So many times, when her mind played over that fateful second Lily’s hand had slipped from her own; when she would hear the impact, dull, metallic, final. In the bleak, listless weeks that followed the accident, she’d simply ceased wanting to be. Black, empty nothingness was what she’d felt, what she’d craved. Not even wanting Matthew to comfort her, she’d just wanted to curl up on her own in the dark where life couldn’t touch her. She hadn’t let go though. She’d held on, by her fingernails it had seemed sometimes, because eventually she’d realised that the baby growing inside her would need her. For Matthew, too, who had eventually reached his own lowest ebb, broke down and wept in her arms. Only once though. He cried until Rebeca had thought his heart would break, but, after that night, when they’d lain together limbs entwined, grieving the loss of Lily and the baby that had given them new hope, it was as if Matthew had shut part of himself away. The part that was emotionally vulnerable.

  Knowing that, knowing him, a man who drove himself to work harder when he was hurting, a man determined to fix the hurts of the world when he could never hope to, Rebecca had stayed strong. Aware that Matthew might be the one to fall, somehow, she’d survived. And now, she suspected, but didn’t say for fear of swaying him unfairly, she would stay strong still, this time for Ashley, who clearly desperately needed someone to simply just love her. Rebecca could do that, she was sure.

  Watching her studying him, seeing the determination in her eyes, Matthew despaired of himself, his own inability to be as positive as she was. How many women, he wondered, having gone through what Becky had, would still be standing, let alone considering taking on a child she hardly knew: his niece, not hers. A child abandoned by her own mother, who preferred the company of the bottle. Matthew sighed inwardly, still not able to understand how his sister could have turned her back on her own daughter. He wanted to take Ashley. At least, he thought he did. Who else was there, if not him? The truth was, though, he was scared. Scared for himself—how could he not see Lily every time his eyes fell on another young girl wandering around the house? More scared, though, for Becky. Could she cope? Truly? Seeing another child in Lily’s place?

  Instantly assaulted by the flashback he tried constantly to block out, Matthew closed his eyes, seeing with absolute clarity the quiet pleading in Lily’s. She’d been silently begging him, her daddy, to fix things, as he’d cradled her in his arms. He hadn’t been able to fix it. Matthew swallowed back the pain and anger that burned steadily inside him. He should have been there
, at home, on time, not pouring over some case that would probably never be solved. They might never have taken that route to the cinema, might never have left the house at that time, if he’d been back, as he should have been. Instead, even knowing deep down in his gut that that bastard Patrick Sullivan might make good his threats, he’d been late.

  How? He asked himself, as he did at least a thousand times a day. How could any God in heaven be so cruel as to snatch away the life of a child in front of her mother’s eyes? Rebecca had never known about Sullivan. Imagining that someone had deliberately ploughed a car into her innocent daughter … Matthew wasn’t sure that wouldn’t destroy her, no matter how hard she fought to stay strong. And then, with no evidence against Sullivan, Matthew had decided to keep the information from her. As far as Rebecca knew it was a hit-and-run, assailant unknown. Matthew knew though—and he’d made himself a promise the day he’d watched his daughter’s life slip away—one way or another Sullivan was going to pay.

  Tugging in a tight breath, Matthew buried the memory, which was the only way he knew how to cope with it, then smiled as Rebecca, ever intuitive of his mood, walked across to him. ‘Did I ever tell you how much I love you, Detective Adams?’ she said, hooking her arms around his neck and gazing knowingly up at him.

  ‘Frequently.’ Mathew swallowed. She did tell him, often, but he wasn’t sure how she could. Why she was still with a man who hadn’t been there when she’d needed him and then emotionally missing for months thereafter?

  ‘So? What about Ashley?’ she urged him.

  Still, Matthew was hesitant. But then, what kind of a future would the girl have if they didn’t take her? Chances were, coming out of care, she’d end up following in her mother’s footsteps, abusing alcohol, homeless, spending her nights on canal embankments, in subways, freezing cold half the time and not even knowing or caring where. Her days begging funds to fuel her addiction … No, he couldn’t let that happen. Then there was Becky. She must feel so lonely, rattling around this place on her own. Finally moving into the barn conversion, renovated with a family in mind, only to lose their children, had been the cruellest twist of all. He’d thought he’d been doing the right thing investing some of his father’s insurance pay-out in a property outside the city, yet close enough to ensure all amenities. It had been a mistake. The place was too isolated, half of it still a building site since the builders had gone bust, no neighbours—nor was there likely to be any in the foreseeable future, which could only exacerbate Becky’s isolation.

  ‘I’ll make some calls today.’ He finally made a decision and prayed it was the right one.

  Rebecca blinked, surprised.

  ‘Really?’ she asked, her wide aquamarine eyes peppered with that same haunting vulnerability Matthew had seen when they’d lost Lily, when she’d miscarried the baby she’d so desperately wanted.

  ‘As soon as I’ve attended this call-out, I promise.’ Was it possible she really did want this? That in some God-moves-in-mysterious-ways way that it might help fill the void in their lives? Matthew hoped so. Hoped that they were sufficiently prepared to deal with the baggage that would surely come with a teenager starved of natural parental affection.

  ‘Unless you get side-tracked, of course,’ she said, giving him a reproachful look.

  As she had every right to, because he did get side-tracked, often. Not this time he wouldn’t. ‘I’ll make the calls,’ Matthew assured her, notching her chin up with his forefinger and locking his gaze firmly on hers.

  Raising her eyebrows, Rebecca smiled amusedly. ‘Ooh, masterful,’ she teased.

  ‘I’ll ring you as soon as I know anything.’ Matthew circled her waist, drawing her closer. ‘And if it’s masterful you want, I think I can manage that too.’

  ‘Oh, yes?’ Rebecca held his gaze. ‘Does this mean I’m on a promise, Detective Inspector?’

  ‘Definitely.’ Matthew’s mouth curved into a smile. If there was anything to thank God for, he supposed it was that, after months of living in their own private hell, lying side by side yet poles apart in the bedroom—mainly because of the ghosts that relentlessly came to haunt him, the guilt—they’d at last found each other again.

  ‘You need to go.’ Rebecca stood on tiptoes, her infinitely kissable, pillow-soft lips brushing his, leaving Matthew wondering if he couldn’t delay another five minutes, ten possibly? Closing his eyes, he leaned in to her kiss and … … cursed as his phone beeped again in his pocket.

  ‘Damn.’

  ‘Sorry, I, er …’ Shrugging apologetically, he reached for it.

  ‘Duty calls, I know.’ Rebecca sighed pseudo-despairingly and rolled her eyes. ‘Go,’ she urged him, ‘before I’m tempted to drag you upstairs and handcuff you to the headboard.’

  ‘Now there’s a thought.’ Giving her a mischievous wink, Matthew planted a kiss on her forehead.

  ‘You will remember to ring me, though, won’t you?’ Rebecca asked, reaching to straighten his askew tie.

  ‘Scout’s honour,’ Matthew assured her as he checked his message. ‘If we’re both still good with it, we could make an appointment to see her at the care home. How does that sound?’

  ‘Like I might definitely be making good my promise with the handcuffs,’ Rebecca assured him, messing up his tie again, as she tugged him towards her to press a rather firmer kiss on his lips.

  ‘You’re a manipulator, Mrs Adams.’ Matthew gave her a mock scowl, wishing to God he had been able to be there for her, been able to give all of himself. Matthew wasn’t sure he’d ever forgive himself for that. Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, the psychiatrist had labelled it. Selfish is what Matthew called it.

  ‘I know.’ Rebecca trailed a finger down his lapel. ‘And don’t you just love it, Detective Inspector?’

  ‘Depends on what you have in mind.’ Matthew smiled, glancing again at his beeping phone. His heart sank fast as he read the message from his DS, who’d now arrived at a possible murder crime scene. A young female, apparently. Possibly a known informant. Matthew’s gut clenched in cold apprehension.

  ‘Later,’ he said, making sure to keep his smile in place as he turned to head through the open lounge to the front door.

  ‘Have a good day; keep safe.’ Rebecca followed him. ‘Have you got your inhaler?’ she asked, checking up on him, as she always did. Matthew hated the thing, but he tried not to mind. A radiographer by profession and a worrier by nature, she was bound to remind him, he supposed.

  ‘Yes, I’ve got my inhaler.’ He pulled open the front door and patted his jacket pocket, indicating it was where it should be. ‘See you later.’

  ‘I’ll be here. Love … —’ … you, Rebecca finished, as the door closed behind him.

  Rebecca felt it immediately. It was almost palpable, the deafening silence of a house without children. A beautiful house, three-quarters of a mile from the village school, a couple of miles from High Wycombe and access to the motorway, tastefully decorated with rescued pieces and white walls, it was perfect; and empty.

  Her bare feet sounded loud on the natural wood floor as she padded across the lounge, debating what she should do before she went to work. She had too much time on her hands. That was the trouble. Time she didn’t particularly want to fill with housework. Perhaps she should consider going full time at the hospital? They could certainly use her with one radiographer off on maternity leave. But then, she’d need to be part-time to make space in her life now for Ashley.

  Swallowing, Rebecca hugged her arms about herself and walked across to her laptop. Selecting her photo album, she found the up-to-date photo they’d requested the care home to send them. Please, please let it work out, she prayed, looking back at the young girl looking yearningly out at her. She wasn’t Lily. Nothing could ever replace their little girl in their hearts. Sometimes, when she was alone, Rebecca was sure she could hear her laughing. Or worse, crying. Heartbreakingly, sometimes she could hear her singing and gyrating along to some X Factor girl
band pop song. Matthew had suggested they move, but Rebecca wasn’t ready to, not yet. She wanted to be reminded, to hold the memories. She also wanted to hold onto the feel of her— something she wasn’t quite sure Matthew would understand—the smell of Lily, that special smell that bonds mother and child together, and which seemed to permeate every pore of the house,.

  Ashley had never had that bond as far as Rebecca knew. She was alone, on her own in a world she was ill-equipped to ever function in. She was also family. With her ebony hair, brushed to a silken sheen, and almond-shaped eyes the colour of rich cognac, she could almost be Matthew’s child. She was beautiful. Fragile, yet from the set of her jaw, strong, Rebecca sensed. Heaviness settled in her chest, and she found herself physically hurting for the girl, who must feel so alone. Poor thing, thirteen years old and already she’d been abandoned, abused and neglected, starved of affection, how heart-breaking was that?

  More so for Matthew, who’d tried so hard to help his sister, searching for her in places that most people wouldn’t feel safe. He’d persuaded her home twice, securing places for her in rehab. Twice she’d left again, her craving for alcohol stronger than her craving to see her daughter grow.

  Still, he searched for her, trailing from London to Birmingham after her, though he, above most people, knew in his heart she could only be helped if she wanted to help herself. He was a good man, a man hurting. Rebecca wished he’d share that hurt more with her instead of channelling it into his work. She swallowed back another tight lump in her throat. Then almost shot out of her skin as Matthew, who’d obviously realised there was something he’d forgotten before driving off, shouted, ‘Ditto, always,’ through the letterbox.

  ****

  Matthew pulled in a terse breath, as he climbed out of his car. ‘Is it Brianna?’ he asked his detective sergeant, who walked towards him from the short alley that led from the back of the Thai Restaurant.